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Monday, May 01, 2006

Do You Ever Have That Not-So-Fresh Feeling?

I'm kind of grumpy, bored, lonely, and frustrated lately. Can't think of much to write, but I have a lot of raw emotion in my belly. Not sure what is going on. Pissed off at the world in some ways. Annoyed at myself in others. Wondering where God is in all of this. Wishing I were a happy-go-lucky, "all things work together for the good" kind of guy. Frustrated that I'm not that guy. I'm not even in the same neighborhood as that guy.



So, time to count my blessings...

One... One blessing.

Two... Two blessings.

Three...

2 comments:

wilsonian said...

Maybe it's contageous? I've got some of that going on. Almost quit my job today. Luckily day ran out before my temper did.

Mark D said...

Part of that may come from wanting to do more for people, more for your church, the school, and so forth, but feeling limited in some way. I get that when I start comparing the need around me to my natural inability to fix those needs. We need to do what we can and let God do what we cannot. Easier said than done, for sure.